…and neither is this weight-loss mission.
I’ve gained my stupid pounds back – the ones that I keep dancing with over and over again. It’s not like I don’t understand why I am gaining weight. What I don’t understand is how ‘that thing’ that makes people gung-ho about accomplishing something works. I’m certain that it’s a part of the brain that breaks down. It’s the same part that causes procrastination. There needs to be a study on this. I feel like I’m starting all over again. Intellectually, I know that I’ve lost a ridiculous amount of weight and that a 4-5 pound fluctuation isn’t the end of the world and that I know I can take it off again just as quickly as it appeared but today, it feels like the end of the world.
I put this out there, not to solicit sympathy but to just share that this shit happens and I suppose, it’s what you make of it. I don’t want to gain back all the weight that I’ve lost. More importantly, I don’t want to lose all that I’ve gained as far as fitness. Is it enough to smack me back into gung ho mode? Beats the hell out of me. The term, “One day at a time” applies here.
=) Have a nice day.
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